Marcus Phillip Paul

 

Well, there is really nothing much to say about him. Except for the fact that he is one of the most important guy in my life right now XD!

Okay fine. He is my new Boyfriend :)

And yes, he is uhh, ‘cuss’ .

I really do like him. Kapish? Nuff said.
I know he is not much of a looker. I know that well. Thing is, He attracts me with his personality, care and overall as a person. :)

He makes me more focus on what I want in life ( He’s Intelligent ). He brings out the girl in me. I guess, What I’m trying to say is that he is good for me. He makes me think of all the endless possibilities the world has to offer.

He makes me really happy. (: You know it’s hard for me to be happy right? well, yeah. I am happy now. SO THERE.

He makes me love. I see the world in an entirely different manner. What used to be a picture of hopelessness is now just a fantasy. I can hope and dream and stay calm :)

He makes me feel beloved. Which I so desperately needed. I have great friends now. I am happier in Sri Aman. I feel as though i could be invincible when I’m talking to him. Nothing matters. It’s just us.

Examinations are like cows.

Exams are like a cows’ stomach that lost it’s cellulase enzyme.  We are the grass that it’s chewing, When it regurgitates and still can’t digest us, it vomits us out. We are left lying on the ground, smashed, destroyed and completely unaware of what had happened.

-hayani- 1.15pm 4/10/10

Yes, I wrote that during exam. Not just any exam, but during SEJARAH (history) exam :D

No more games , no more lies

Prince Of Persia The movie is just so awesome. I love it to dust. Literally.

Jake Gyllenhaal might’ve acted in a gay movie ( Brokeback Mountain) but he, in Prince of Persia, is so hot. I don’t squeal over men often you know but oh, he looks so delicious. His acting has quite improved and oh, his half-smile during some parts are just to die for. Gosh, I’m trying to talk about the movie but its so hard for me to concentrate on it when all I can think of is Jake Gyllenhaal. Dang.

Okay okay fine. I’ll tell you why I like him. It’s because he reminds me of someone. Yes, I’m a sucker for Arab looking men and well, generally mixed looking guys. Jake in general does not look Arabian but the makeup and wardrobe crew did a fine fine job. Kudos to them. oh my, I feel a fan girl growing in me. Hmmm, maybe not. I’ve been watching the movie again and again and again and I’m not screaming or squealing.

Generally, the movie is quite fantastic. Not only does it satisfy Prince of Persia game players, but also movie-goers and other members of the public. The romantic twist or should I say the love-hate relationship of the prince and a certain princess add spice that lovers or people-that-are-in-love-with-love look for. While the fragile bond between brothers is ideal for a family to take lessons from. (just change the ‘brothers’ to siblings lah)

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri! :)

     Aaaaahhh,  it’s finally here!!!

The time of the year where us malay muslim ‘kids’ get MONEY! and forgiveness from our parents and whoever we ask forgiveness from :)

So People! HAPPY EID! AND DON’T FORGET TO COME TO MY OPEN HOUSE!!!

Text me , email me or facebook me for more details ;D

                     -hayani-

Smiles

Hey, I just wanna say I love you. Haha. Okay, that was cheesy.

So, I was thinking. (yes, I do think) Ever since I came to Sri Aman, I’ve been smiling a whole lot more. I’ve been happier. A lot happier. Other than that, I' have been embracing life more. I have been taking risks and dares. Doing things I never dreamt of doing. I will never regret my moving here. Sure, I missed a whole of opportunities but my happiness is what really matters right?

I am ready to heal.

First Post :D

So, here I am. For the first time writing here. I feel nothing. You ain't special. XD
Moving on.

This , as I call it, my Sri aman blog. CAUSE, I moved school. Assunta ---> Sri Aman. The 'enemy' school. =.= Make peace not war dude..

Here. here. here. here. I am here. You are here. Why are you here? Why are you reading this? Why did you HAVE/want to check this link out? I don't know. I'm not you. Who are you?

Bear in mind that, I'm very open-minded. Sometimes overly. Others, minimally. It's inevitable. I am human. You are a human too. Or are you? >.<

I like yellow. Yellow colour, yellow shirts, yellow bottles, yellow yellow yellow. YEll OW! XD Whenever I see a yellow car, I MUST shout "Yellow car!!" I just have too. I don't know why.

Here, you will read about what I go through, my thoughts on certain things and sometimes what I feel about certain things or people. Whether good or bad.

I'm a hypocrite. I go against things like saying "we shouldn't question who we are because the answer is obvious. We are humans" but I question myself anyway. I give advice. But I never follow any of my own advice.

Okay. Now I'm late for choir practise. Till here then. Tata.

-hayani-

I Am

I am a poet writing of my pain,                                                  

I am  a person living a life of shame,

I am your daughter hiding my depression,

I am your sister making a good impression,

I am your friend acting like I’m fine,

I am a wisher wishing this life weren’t mine,

I am a girl who thinks of suicide,

I am a teenager pushing her tears aside,

I am a student who doesn’t have a clue,

I am the girl sitting next to you,

I am the one asking you to care,

I am your best friend hoping you’ll be there.

 

-Krysteen Hernandez-