Ali.

My pillar of strength is leaving me for University. The boy whom I left everything and everyone I lived for in High-school to protect him is leaving me and although he is supposed to leave tomorrow, he is still fickle over which university to go to.
Typical him –.-“
But he is the only one I have left. He is the only reason why I get up and put on a brave face for. He was the reason why I walked towards home when I ran away. He is the reason why I have not given up on the program I am in.
I do wonder how I’ll survive because I hate technology. It makes me feel further away from him because although he can be on my laptop screen, but in the end, I’d still feel like a fool who talks to metal and plastic.
His hugs are very important to me.
He makes me feel secure and safe. So, i guess without him that feeling should be gone right? Well yes. I feel like a sitting duck in a cross-fire but I will definitely toughen up because I know he wouldn’t like it if i kept on feeling this way (Y)


So anyway, I hope he takes good care of himself there. He’s at a good university and I’ll definitely be supporting him all the way :D