Resurrection

The title does the talking for me.

Recently, I have gone thru another whirlwind and got out of it. Fairview International School is not what it is made out to be. It is a school not a college thus making the college program, International Baccalaureate unsuitable to be studied there. It is also a money making business. Hypocritical. I hated it.

Now I have been induced into the University of Nottingham and I feel happier and more stable. I love this place.
It is giving me everything FIS couldn’t and wouldn’t give me.

Its a new hope for me. A new life. A resurrection :)

Hayani Ishan

An essay.

2) Desire to learn and aspire to make it a better world.
 

  I quote Martin Luther King Jr:
                   "I have a dream that one day this nation will rise up and live out the true meaning of its creed: "We hold these truths to be self-evident, that all men are created equal."

         Good day I bid to all whom are reading this. I have been asked to write about my desire to learn and aspire to make it a better world. Therefore, I have decided to write or should I say type, about a little big dream of mine.

       Malaysia is a wonderful country with an expanding economy and progressive developments. Malaysia is a unique and admirable country that grants people of all races to practice any religion they want. In my opinion, I would call Malaysia, an open-minded country. 
    Sadly, I cannot say the same about most countries in the world as some shun certain religions and their practisers’. I would like to put Islam in the spotlight, as it is the most controversial religion now.
For example, I recall in 2010, there was an attack on the IRS Building in Austin, Texas, by a 53-year-old software Engineer named Joseph Stack. He intentionally crashed a plane unto the building. His actions were the united Nations definition of instilling fear unto people or in short, terrorism, but he was not dubbed a terrorist. Reportedly, an US official said that Mr Stack was not dubbed a terrorist for he was not a Muslim. That report shocked and alerted the world about the close minded-ness and hypocrisy of Americans.
   Like Martin Luther King Jr. I have a dream. A dream that one day all men are seen as equals no matter what race or religion they are. For that dream, I have a burning desire to learn all I can about history, politics and many more subjects that are relevant.
  My desire to learn started when I was a child. At the age of seven, I watched 9/11 on television. I was confused at why  the plane was flying so low and thought that it was just an accident. I turned to my parents for answers, when they said that it was not an accident but a planned attack I was even more confused on why anyone would want to kill so many people. What were they thinking? Don't they have families to? Don't they feel remorse? I had endless questions that even my parents could not answer.
    Therefore, that was how I started wanting to learn. That was how I started asking questions and was aware of the worlds' absurdity. Until today, I have this desire to learn about the minds of these people no matter whom they are and where they come from. I want to learn and be as well educated as possible to achieve my dream because the greatest weapon anyone and everyone can ever have is education. With that weapon in my arsenal I can , hopefully, change the world to a more open and constructive mind-set rather than their already destructive one. With that weapon, I can make the world a better world.

                                                     -Hayani Ishan-

Ali.

My pillar of strength is leaving me for University. The boy whom I left everything and everyone I lived for in High-school to protect him is leaving me and although he is supposed to leave tomorrow, he is still fickle over which university to go to.
Typical him –.-“
But he is the only one I have left. He is the only reason why I get up and put on a brave face for. He was the reason why I walked towards home when I ran away. He is the reason why I have not given up on the program I am in.
I do wonder how I’ll survive because I hate technology. It makes me feel further away from him because although he can be on my laptop screen, but in the end, I’d still feel like a fool who talks to metal and plastic.
His hugs are very important to me.
He makes me feel secure and safe. So, i guess without him that feeling should be gone right? Well yes. I feel like a sitting duck in a cross-fire but I will definitely toughen up because I know he wouldn’t like it if i kept on feeling this way (Y)


So anyway, I hope he takes good care of himself there. He’s at a good university and I’ll definitely be supporting him all the way :D 

To achieve is to believe

The other day, I was checking my twitter stream and i found that a lot of people that I know are getting more and more negative about , not only themselves but, the whole world in general.

The say the words.

I can’t

Don’t you just detest those words?

When you start a sentence with a negative, the results will almost definitely be negative.

Live better, try a neutral. Use the magic word,

I TRIED

If you do, people will be more open to what you say. They will listen or read on and think about it. This way, you get an honest , opinion-based answers instead of a constant compelled negative reaction.

Don’t bring yourself down :) There are people who love you! What am I talking about? well, your parents have not turned you out of the house, have they? They still love you (Y)

With that, I bide an adieu .

P.s: I’ve currently started College. That ostrich reminds me of me.

 

Hi Welcome to Dome Cafe!

     This is Hazmie ( Amie )

Kak Siti    

  Syafiq Shahmi Abang Asri ! (head Chef ) MY first staff meal! AHAHAHAH

 

these are just pictures, I’m toooooo lazy to write anything. Plus , I’m skyping with the most wonderful person i know right now <3

 

INI KERJA BLOGGER MALAS! NAMPAK PERMAINAN DIA?

5/3/12

HEY YOU!

YOU, CHEEKY PERSIAN.

I LOVE YOU.

AND THERES NOTHING YOU CAN DO ABOUT IT.

Persian made me do this.

Yes, yes, you read the title right. Someone had to make do a blog post. I’ve been busy lately with work and adjusting to it. Not quite there yet though. Proof , is that :

1. I’m writing this on my off day

2. I’m not taking part in the kereta api sarong flash mob because I was too tired to change my off day.

3. I’ve only read the newspaper once this week and I missed my favourite comic strip, Zits, more than I should.

4. I’ve constantly became tired after work. Unlike my co-workers who still can go lepak after work.

Are those enough proof for you? :P Well, you’ll have to be content with them for now.

Here’s the latest news update from Hayani Wide News Sdn Bhd. 

I’m currently working at Dome Cafe. I applied to be a Barista but as we all know, I have never had coffee in my life (except haritu when abang syafiq lied and told me that it was hot chocolate, it tasted bad) Thus, I have absolutely no idea how to make coffee! HAHA. So, I’ve to train first. Meanwhile, I serve as a waitress :D So far, my sifu , Abang Syafiq, has taught me how to make all of the drinks in the tea menu except for the chai latte :)

oh oh oh ! I can also make Cappucino but my foam is horrible. We can’t serve horribly foamed cappuccino to customers can we? :)

Other than that, I now know how to make the perfect mocha and fruit salad, and its awesome!

Sure, it takes up 90% of my time but its fun working there. A real experience and that’s what I wanted. To mingle with these people would be hard for some because they’re from very different backgrounds than our middle and high class city folks. My point of view however is that we should know and understand these people as much as we understand our self. Then and only then will we able to live in absolute peace, because we accept one another and understand what each other want.

I’ll post up pictures of them soon :)