Complaints of an Odd Child

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My mums wedding is today so….

I was thinking. Is she had not met this guy she’s marrying then i would still probably have my dad. My sister would be way more disciplined and I wouldn’t be sobbing most of the time.

On the other hand, if she had not met this guy, my sisters won’t be so happy-go-lucky. They would also see the world in a different perspective. They would see the world how I see it. Bitter and cruel yet beautiful.

I miss my father. How can I not? He thought me the most important things I have in my life right now. The things that actually keeps me sane. But there was that issue of him wanting me dead. So I am in a way a confused and troubled teen?

I am dead serious. I do not show how I really feel most of the time and when I do, I pull my mask back on and hold my head high. Perhaps I am the problem to myself?

My Procrastination to solving this problem is getting way over board. I should really just Forget and look on the yellow side.

I cannot. I think too much.

Must get ready for the wedding now. Tata (:

A Post To YOU. The Perfect Girl.

Dear Perfect Girl,

My best friend has this tagline “forever alone”. I’d like him to delete this tagline and know and feel that he is loved. I love him but platonically. He needs YOU dear Perfect girl, to share things that he cannot even share with me. His best friend.

I’m tired of all his tries to find you. So, I’m here to let you know that if you’re out there, he is here. Now, perhaps that he has found you and you are just taking time to say yes to him.

Now, I’m not saying that you should get married to him or what but I think that you should at least ease his pain by giving him a chance and stop the waiting (;

I want him happy and I would like to see him happy with a person he loves. Who would love him back and be with him through thick and thin. I want him to shine. I want him to be more than content. I want him to be with you. I am ready to let him go whenever you are ready to take him.

So come.

Sincerely,
A worried friend.

Eruption

The question why.

“if the existence of complex entities in this world must be explained by appealing to the existence of an intelligent designer, then the existence of such an intelligent designer, it seems, must in turn be explained by appealing to the existence of another intelligent designer, and so on ad infinitum. In other words, God requires an explanation as well, so postulating the existence of a creator God to explain our world is merely taking things one step back. The design argument therefore fails. “

On the argument above i quoted Adam Collins. Why are we here?

Why are we made to suffer, love, feel, eat, drink, LIVE? why?

What is the purpose?

Think about it.